1. |
Rise Up (Intro)
01:28
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[intro]
rise...
rise up!
(repeat)
[verse]
I’m nothing like there’s ever been, don't expect an encore
When I'm gone, I'm in the wind, chilling out on my porch
I know it's been a minute and I'm sorry for the drought y'all
I been enduring storms so for now enjoy the downpour
Looking back on what I fathered, feeling like a proud pop
Gave these guys a path to follow, now they breaking down walls
Paranoia setting in, who plotting on my downfall?
Opened up the castle doors, now come and take my crown off
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2. |
War
03:27
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[verse 1]
Every day is a battle as I'm standing on this ledge
Halfway out my mind, crazy in the head
Thoughts inside got me afraid to go to bed
So the last thing I need is you to push me to the edge
... Real stress help me move beyond that
Although they mash my buttons like playing mortal kombat
More on my mind than this ball cap
A free agent looking for a contract, waiting on a callback
Wall full of cracks, that’s birthed from my confusion
Forehead bruises, purple-ish contusions
Try to understand how your purpose is removed when
a perfectionist finds out: perfect's an illusion!
Throw towels, wave flags, both white
Go down, fade to black in the cold night
Slow down, hold that, never in my life
Battle scars show you that I'm ready to fight
So we
[hook]
.. Suit up ... ride out
... Kill ‘em all, no survivors
Tell my rivals y'all can bring it on
If you can't beat me you welcome to sing along 'cause
(we goin' to waaar)
If you can’t beat me you welcome to sing along ‘cause
(we goin' to waar)
I'm a fighter not a lover
And that means that y'all in trouble
(charge!)
[verse 2]
I'm from Virginia, but I'm a fighter not a lover
More than just a rapper or a writer, I'm above it
I use my glasses, I don't hide 'em in the cupboard
So what you call classics, I don't think so highly of 'em
Might rub you the wrong way, I don't care about the friction
'Cause I don't trust a soul, I don't care about a friendship
They call me a hater, naa I'm just a Virginian
They say that's one in the same, and I'm tripping
'Cause my opinions, contradict them
I'm a fighter not a lover, where's my competition?
That's non-existent, my compositions
are bringing everything the game so obviously missing
They calling me different, I say I'm not the same
The torch hot, don't go reach if you can't take a lot of pain
I'm here to tower and conquer, respect and riches showered upon us
So you just better stay up out the reign
[hook]
[verse 3]
I should have disappeared a long time ago (poof) like Irving
So any battle I face today's a light skirmish
I'm just trying to move smooth, wipe Jergens
As I go to bust down walls, pipe virgins
Give my all, every bar, I don't mind splurging
Mic surgeon, cut up beats when I write verses
Convert those to tips, thanks for the fine service
Without y'all ears I fear I'd be worthless
I never had a tall temper
and I don't drown sorrows in bottles of malt liquor
so I gotta deal with problems dropping in my lap
People smiling in my face, but not behind my back
The only good defense is stay on the attack
Now they begging me for mercy, that's everything I lack
Though I try to shy from beef and go vegan
I'm waiting in the wings like just gimme a reason
[hook]
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3. |
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[hook]
We coming, so ain't no use in running
We hunting, and we ain't gonna be done until
All I see is ghosts!
[x2]
[verse 1 - Je2Rit]
Ghosts when I overdose over these words
With a flow so bold that I darken the world
Even Popo don't go f*cking with a cocoa-colored brother
Better duck low, got a butt load of uppercuts so
Get ya guts held up, blown out, like a pump, point blank
Get to f*cking em up, an I'm freaking you out
When I jump on a cop in a bank
Give me the money when I be up in demand
Ya killing me buddy, when you want in my band
I'm a one man act, but I'm Rollin with Dons
N. Talekt knows what's going on
Chasing the paper then rubbing ya face in it
Act like a baby, I'm kicking ya bassinet
I got you pasty, so now where is Jason at?
I'm so evasive with my disappearing act...
[hook]
[verse 2]
Ain't no mystery the cause of ya misery
But if you need a clue I got the jinkies
It’s me, I promise, on my pinkies
No crossed fingers, no winking
Won’t stop until they all six feet
Soul to the ground, body to the sky
That’s the opposite described, got a posse that'll ride
That'll make sure y'all guys impossible to find
uh, I'm a villain, no mask
Dirty, naa I ain't feeling no bath
Try to add it up but you don't really know math
Can't understand how your future’s your past
How much longer you think you really gon’ last?
This track is a cymbal, watch for the crash
Now you understand why the pace so fast
Don't play no games but I want the last laugh
Ha!
[hook]
[verse 3 - chayse maclair]
(Lyrics unavailable)
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4. |
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[intro]
Good night, good bye
Good day, it's alright
You can lay, take a break
Don't stay awake, don't you try
Good night, good bye
Good day, it's alright
You can lay, take a break
Don't stay awake, don't you try
Good night!
[verse 1]
4:44 and the clock keeps ticking
The time keeps slipping, my mind keeps sprinting
Mental marathon, see my days very long
And this the only time I can process it all
I'd rather be sleep but if I'm sleeping then I'm dreaming
And my dreams are so deceiving and impeded by my demons
Legions of 'em leeching anytime they see me reaching
for that glass ceiling, I'm one hero among mad villains
I'da swore I was in Arkham City
Pissed off at anybody talking to me
like who said they want it with me?!?!
Then watch 'em backpedaling, he damn near popped a wheelie!
Sometimes I feel like the world's against me
and the words of my paranoid mind convince me
That everyone and everything's depending on me
And the day I miss a beat is the day I'm six feet so
[hook]
I don't wanna sleep
So I'm up alone at night
Not a wink
I don't even close my eyes
No heat
That's why I'm feel so cold inside
And all these haters rather sing me lullabies, they screaming
Good night, good bye
Good day, it's alright
You can lay, take a break
Don't stay awake, don't you try
Good night!
[verse 2 - RT]
Popping Adderall just to keep a clear mentality
Dub O F T D (WOFTD) but he seems to always battle me
An Animal inside can’t you here the cage rattling,
Till I break free, No Roger just RT
And both yeah there me, I’m talking in 3,
R D (3rd) person in my dreams that’s how I be
And when I just wake up, I’m back to reality,
Grinding so I won’t have to piss in a state cup
So I just make moves, no time for the dozing off,
I’m a Man I don’t have to show it I don’t grab my balls
Or plan to Moonwalk I be working like a slave boy,
No Time for games, I would create or just break toys
Cold sweats can’t sleep cause I'm fiending,
In the booth I could never be dreaming
So I let my soul spit fire who is speaking the demon,
Praying hard Lord what is the meaning…….Cause
[hook]
[outro]
Good night, good bye
Good day, it's alright
You can lay, take a break
Don't stay awake, don't you try
Good night, good bye
Good day, it's alright
You can lay, take a break
Don't stay awake, don't you try
Good night!
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5. |
Opportunity Knocks
02:32
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[verse 1]
2013, just another year that the age is raising
Pen to pages the undertaking's to make him famous
The pain is greatest in the face of dangers
But i got the faith to make it with a statline like created players
I flatline anybody that'll test
You can catch me on the grind nowadays I hardly rest
Hard pressed 'cause my time getting shorter every breath
So put my heart in these bars, cardiac arrest, I...
Death defy, see i got a different fate
You catch me with a blade coming up from crystal lake
Life's a race, I ain't never runner up, it ain't my place
If I take a J, I'm goin straight up before I fade away
I paved a way for myself, I can't follow directions
Ever since I was young I been hard-headed
A hip-hop fetish, we lip-lock it's like tetanus
Jaw stuck on sick, call medics, N
[hook]
Time is short, ain't got too many options
If you listen close you'll hear opportunity knockin' like
... Seems I'm busy whenever he knocks
I just hope I get the door before the beat stops
[verse 2]
Legend in the making
Ain't a measurement that's in the metrics that can gauge him
My bars, beat 'em over ya head, just like a caveman
Terminally ill, there ain't a medic than can save him
I'mma die this sick
There ain't a click or a guy like this
We only spit for the highlight clips
And turn ya chick to a chi-light hit
Have you seen her? Tell me have you seen her?
She's gone baby gone!
But i digress, let's get back to the song
With them verses so infectious that you gotta sing along
That's food for the soul, Viv Fox, Nia Long
Ring alarms when we step in the booth, the heat is on
He's a don, and that's means be you won't be sparring
I stay behind bars and I won't be pardoned
Underground flow, he could grow in gardens
But never gon' flop, that's Ginobli, Harden
And that's something you can quote, record him
The, skies the limit and we won't be falling
'Til Def Jam knock or Interscope keep calling
We coming, and this is just a humble warning, 'cause
[hook]
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6. |
I'm Not Like You
02:56
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[hook]
Living in a nightmare, chasing a dream
Tryina find the truth but it ain’t what it seems
I could give a lesson you could take it from me
But it’s some things that you can’t teach
'Cause our mind’s in a cage behind doors that you can’t leave
Keep your goals so far away that you can’t reach
Understand one thing that’ll set you free
That I'm not like you, and you not like me
[verse 1]
… Somedays I wanna be different, some days I wanna be distant
Just to see if my absence will make any difference
And to those I done bad, hoping they can forgive him
Life on a track hoping maybe you’ll listen
But the beats gotta clap, bass better be kicking
I come from the rags, navigated to riches
Now there’s no running back, hence why I'm defensive
My skin tone black, so I fit the description
of someone behind bars, either rap or in prison, switch visions
Tell the stereotypes excuse my skin
Boycott vitamix I refuse to blend
I got a different view my friend, I dropped the chip off my shoulder
Sometimes you gotta lose to win
Let me introduce my fears, in a world with no peers
tryina share a new idea
So I guess I'll go retro, let go of everything
Until I'm in this room, all alone with my echo
[hook]
[verse 2]
You know…
We were all born different people
Built unique, but all of us equal
More than a sequel to our forefathers
Less than the ultimate one we trust
Hence we hoard dollars
Rich fools, poor scholars
and all in between
In this world where nightmares and dreams
aren’t quite what they seem
But still we chase the regime as we aim to be king
… Ironically over those the same as we
Desperate to be different in comparison
But if history repeats we’re on pace to be Aryans
So I pace myself in my own shoes that I laced myself
A soul alone, not like you
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7. |
Alive
04:22
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[intro]
Sometimes I put my hand to chest
… Just to feel my heartbeat
All alone with the lights down low
… Listen to myself breathe
So much going on in my head
… Hard to hear myself think
But I remember where I could be instead
… Then I feel the stress leave
[verse 1]
… I'm so thankful for the air I breathe,
They wanna take it every corner I turn
So I'm thankful for the water I drink, 'cause they wanna watch me burn
They don't think I see, and they don't wanna see me learn
They wanna see me work, but don't wanna see me earn
Rather have me in urn, ashes to ashes in biblical terms
Won't have satisfaction 'til I'm on a curb
Imagine reactions because i've endured!
Momma I made it, I know that she proud
Fought hard when she raised me just to keep me a child
Ignorant to her trials, confident through her doubts
Now the roles reversed, and so I greet her with smiles
Knowing I'm hurt, but she done been strong so long
That the weight on her shoulders affecting her bones y'all
Tryina lift both ours while telling her hold on
Long distance dealing with close calls
[hook]
But I'm still alive, surprised I survived
'Cause its a cold world so many ways to die
It could end any day so before I say goodbye
I promise always to give everything I got
'Cause I'm still alive, surprised I survived
'Cause its a cold world so many ways to die
It could end any day so before I say goodbye
I promise always to give everything I got
I'm alive!
[verse 2]
Tryina enjoy the ride but the road ain't perfect
The sun’s in my eyes and I'm pothole swervin
Either that, or it's rain and the wipes aint working
Don’t know where to turn and I don’t see churches
Never been the type to put the clergy on perches
Flesh and bone like us so they got these urges
Kids don't deserve it, it don’t seem worth it
Then forced to come back and sit through service
Wonder why they need pills, psychs and surgeons
And thats just who trust, the situation worsens
when ya hated by persons, who've got one purpose
Bring you down their level or six feet further
... and sometimes I fight myself
Scars in my mind, I can hide the welts
Looking in my hand at the five I'm dealt
I play the cards and pray for those I can't help
[bridge]
Sometimes I put my hand to chest
… Just to feel my heartbeat
All alone with the lights down low
… Listen to myself breathe
So much going on in my head
… Hard to hear myself think
But I remember where I could be instead
… Then I feel the stress leave
[hook]
[verse 3]
Sometimes I take for granted what's granted,
Overlook what I'm handed, 'til it's stolen by bandits
Then react like I planned it, tryina bandage the damage
Either that, or a manic in panic can't manage to manage
... It's hard to take loss
'Cause life ain't cheap, and everything costs
When the price too steep I just keep it in my thoughts
But without this ink you would probably see me fall
See I want it all, and every day I've come up short
It’s getting hard, if force is what I gotta resort
Gimme the ball, and watch the don come up court
Score, then lock D, try and raid my fort
I can't afford mistakes when the light shines
I don’t know if I'mma get another lifetime
... maybe I don't want it again
I'll appreciate it now 'til I'm gone in the wind, fin
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8. |
Rainy Days
03:28
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[verse 1]
As I'm staring out this window
Sitting at a table with a girl without a dimple
Complaining 'bout the rain to defer what's on her mental
Thoughts in her mind change everytime the wind blow
We been off beat, but I don't care about the tempo
We'll change the instrumental to somethin more simple
Maybe hi-hats, low cymbals, something to relax her mind
And put her stress at ease, let it pass with time
I told her, no matter how far back you climb
The past stays in the past, that, you can't revive
But she damn sure try, that's how passion dies
Stuffed in a black bag along with masks and lies
How long she have to cry? Tried to wipe her tears
But her wall's up, bricks built with doubt and fears
Now she listening without her ears, logic don't change how she feels
The weather out's unreal
'Cause it's
[verse 2]
Mind cloudy as the storm outdoors ...
Tears like the weather, when it rains it pours
Holdin on to feelings that she can't ignore
Closed doors, more options that she won't explore
Broke hearted, so often that she misplaced faith
Don't even recognize it when I display traits
Taking time for granted as if this day waits
Head shakes, wonder why does only this place rain?
The window could show her the flaws in her logic
She rather keep the blinds up 'cause she hates drapes
Baby girl’s so oxymoronic
She wanna be close but she creates space
Despise lies wants me to be honest
But she don't wanna trust anything I say
Don't want me to stay 'til I walk away
And she'll do anything to keep me, just not today
'Cause it's
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9. |
The Night
04:13
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[verse 1]
We argue … we disagree
We talk a lot, but we don’t really speak
Dodge conversations, avoid injuries
Daggers for eyes, sharp words they cut pretty deep
She don’t wanna patch the wounds, she rather see it bleed
Protects her misery with selective memories
Says she’s doing good, she just projects it differently
She can keep a smile if she neglects to mention me
‘Cause I stress her, though the feelings mutual, I hide better
Rummage through the closet drawers and find letters
Confessions of the feelings she had in fine weather
So I fold down the photo album on my dresser
‘Cause how can I trust her?
When it’s dark outside she don’t provide effort
It seems in the night the only thing she offers is
Shattered dreams, broken pictures and promises
[verse 2]
3000 miles away with my thoughts on a Virginian
‘Cause we separated by more than just the distance
Tension, she finds faults with my intentions
I'm thinking I deserve some applause for my resistance
For instance, right after she called giving the business
I found myself surrounded by broads showing me interest
Said I had a girl back at home, but she insisted
It’s only for the night baby, I can be your mistress
Although I stayed strong with my defenses
you can thank the break of dawn for the decision
‘Cause when the night takes hold it’s pretty convincing
Devil sitting on my shoulder, my angel gone missing
He whispering, “How would she ever know the difference
and she gon’ think the worst anyway, so why not give it?
Love is a drug, you’se an addict, you dependent
and the only way for you to break the habit is to kick it
Why don’t you let the night fix it?”
[verse 3]
So perhaps temptation,
Got me on the path to inflation
I start to rise, but the cost is high
Am I thinking straight? Have I lost my mind?
‘Cause the options I’ve taken, under consideration
used to be forbidden, now I entertain them
Claim she need space, so much pressure in her mind
Tell me she can’t trust me ‘til I catch her in her lies
Eyes out the window of this cold apartment
Not much to console when u grown so heartless
The light makes it so hard to scope ya target
But life so clear under the cloak of darkness
And that’s what provides the answers
Nightclubs, pretty girls, private dancers
It’s not romantic, but it might be best thing going
and it hard to say no, when the night takes over
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10. |
Keep Cool
03:15
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[verse 1]
The first of the year I made a resolution
Wake up everyday and be satisfied
The intent was good, failed in execution
‘Cause I’m thankful, grateful, not gratified
Can’t find perfection, code case, clueless
Still walk around with a smile, such a bad disguise
Is it sad that I'm accustomed to rain?
Sometimes I find comfort in the numbness of pain
I’d rather be alone than accompany hate
‘Cause it’s hard to keep cool on these hot summer days
Such a sore sport so I’m not one to play
Or place bets on your games, I got a lot more at stake
I keep cool...
[hook]
[verse 2]
Lately ol’ girl been stressing me out
Everything she do seem to bother me
I kinda feel like she’d rather me shout
‘Cause that would fit her self-fulfilling prophecy
It all starts with second guesses and doubts
Short phone calls, start bad, end awkwardly
Don’t wanna see her so I swap out the photography
Go from “I’d give you the world” to girl, what can you offer me?!
She say she need to put herself first, she don’t see her self-worth
Unsure if she see mine and that hurts
My homie made me just a bit wiser
Told me not everybody can share your desires
Everything I plan seems to tank
I’ll leave our future in the hands of our fate
Slightly frustrated but it’s her mistake to make
Hoping next year I’ll make a promise I won’t break
Either way
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11. |
Just Like You
04:00
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[verse 1]
I did everything I could to be like you
Not my mother or my father, I mean like you
I mean the people that are listening through the speakers
to the words that I'm preachin in this verse, when I speak it
It’s like my pledge of allegiance, you see, I'm scared that I need ya (so)
I promise, (no) I swear I won’t leave you long as you like me
Psyche’s impaired by my demons but still I'm fearful to flee ‘em
A little struggle makes the victory sweeter...
Put that in the lemonade I made from what life gave
Until that’s a tombstone over my grave
I really tried to fall in line like a nice shave
But I'm old school, still talkin’ “back in my day”
wo ways to live and I couldn’t take the highway
Hope this road is what I expect, like a blind date
Hide the windows to my soul behind shades (why)
To try to mask my audibles as designed plays
[hook]
I tried to be just like you…
I tried to be just like you…
I'm so sorry, I tried to be like you
But something in my mind said I wasn’t designed to
I'll never reach the top if I'm standin beside you
‘Cause there’s only one spot, I gotta take it despite you,
So I'm so sorry
[verse 2]
I did everything I could to be like you
Not my mother or my father, I mean like you
Tried to blend in when i’d sit beside you
‘Cause no opinion matters to me, besides you
Homie what you got there? Maybe I should try too
Soarin off of a cliff? Maybe I can fly too (nope)
Fell and learned some places you can’t go
And you’ll never fit a round peg in a square hole (nope)
I'm in a different league, see, we don’t share goals (nope)
So they wonder why I value my degree over 24’s
(or) Why I don’t flash cash in videos
And even though I'm still addicted to centerfolds
They wonder how I pass up lust for love
Or alcohol, weed, smoke, dust or drugs
They wonder why I sweat in this booth
to tell you the truth, every word is my blood and every letter’s the proof
They wonder why I don’t drink, or get high
Is he religious? Did someone in his family die?
Was his momma an addict, and some nights he cried?
Is his bloodline poisoned from a needle’s insides?
Was he born paranoid? Can he feel it inside?
Is he one drink away from attempting suicide?
Did his father put his hands on his soon to be bride?
Did he watch his father do the same in kind?
Now, some of that I can’t deny
But if you looking for a reason why I'm sober...
Every twenty four hours I'm another day older
As a black man, lifetime second hand smoker
with this stress on my shoulders, my life span shorter
and I don’t wanna miss a minute ‘fore my days over
I don’t judge no one, you can do what you like
but when you offer me a drink, and I tell you that I'm fine
or you offer me a hit, I say I'm already high
That’s ‘cause I live life like I already died
I'll know what I'll lose when the days go by
If you could fit my shoes you would understand why
[bridge]
They wonder how I keep cool, calm, composed
Diamond in the rough, pressure’s all I know
Flaws here and there but I accept ‘em
I hope you do the same, regardless, tomorrow I won’t change
[hook]
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12. |
Explode
03:14
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[intro]
10, 9,
8, 7
6, 5,
4, 3, 2, 1, go!
[verse 1]
In the booth with a pin, no grenade attached
Gassed with a match, I blow, you won't escape the blast
No joke, just a blade and painted mask
Last one to fold, wave a flag or fade to black
Stated facts, I couldn't never play the background
Or back down, how would that sound?
I'm just tryina lap karma 'fore she come back round
But I'm racing 'gainst time so I gotta slow down
... But my patience in the lost and found
And I found being patient can cost you crowns
I want the game in a gown, me in a green tux
We can say "I do" as soon as she sign the pre-nup
Seen this show before, it's a re-run
She tell me give her all I got, then she done
But trust, I'm goin in, full thrust
Feel the rush, get enough, then pull out before I bust
[hook]
10 (I'm letting you know)
9 (I'm ready to blow)
8 (Get ready to go)
7 (I'm kicking the door)
6 (So get to the floor)
5 (You, already been warned)
4, 3, 2, 1, go!
I'm ready to explode
I'm ready to explode
I'm ready to explode
You ready, then let's go
I'm ready to explode
I'm ready to explode
Lock and load
I'm ready to explode
[verse 2]
The force of my sonic waves break glasses
You should take notes, better yet take classes
Check out my statements, nothing like fashion
I plan on staying and I ain't for the masses
An artist on stages, microphone maestro
Nothin but the truth like my hand on a bible
See you got a movement, I'm starting a revival
No likes or followers, just disciples
Rolling with soldiers adorned with rifles
And of course C4 we gon' storm the eiffel
On the rise, we climb to heights I never seen
Nightmares turn to better dreams when you never sleep
365 christmas eve shift, Santa Claus
But I'll never use fatigue as a camoflauge
No rest for the weary 'til everybody hear me
But nobody near me, I stand alone
[hook x2]
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13. |
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[verse 1]
I told the world I'll make it to see better days
They say when you make it don't you ever change
How can I make it if I don't ever change?
Mind state stuck in a frame when I'm forever chained
I’m making moves, why I'm in the same place
Why won't they hire a dude, blame race to save face
In this black and white world, I don't see a shade gray
But we always gon’ be separate long as we separate
I'm tryina see a new class, get a proper lecture
Opened up my mind, thanks to Doctor Lector
My professor taught me when its darkest it won't let up
‘til you shine like diamonds, how ya respond to pressure?
I'm out here, tryina get a glow, stressed,
Drowing in my own, thoughts, tryina get afloat
Take these stories as a gift, as I tie 'em with a bow, that's
all I got to give, once I get out of here, I'm gone!
[hook - Kevin Jaxon]
I work hard, around that clock
Can't wait for a minute 'cause the time don't stop
Can't wait 'til the day I finally hit the top
'Cause you're never gonna see me again, my friend
It's so hard, getting thru the day
Folks s'posed to help just gettin in my way
I'll make it anyway, can't wait 'til I can say
That you're never gonna see me again, my friend
[verse 2]
I told the world I'm gone I'm never turning back
They mistook that act for me turning my back
On contraire, be clear, I'll never turn my back
I just been here a long time, not happy where I'm at
I'm just tryina succeed, and never fail again
Took losses, fresh start, calm breeze, inhale the wind
Sore sport, can't lose, so I only play to win
Swear that if I ever get the lead, I'll never trail again
Suit well-tailored trim, new threads, same old N
Drinks filled to the brim, toast to the morning
Watching the sunrise reminds me where I'm going
I'm familiar with the bottom, I'm looking for something foreign
Escape from the boring, a break from the mundane
Shaking up the status quo, progress requires change
... Once I reach the top I'll throw the rope but that's
all I got to give, once I get out of here, I'm gone!
[bridge - Kevin Jaxon]
I said you're never gonna see me again
...
I said you're never gonna see me again
... OooOh!
[verse 3]
I told the world I'll die the day that I decide
'Cause we can't fear death for our entire lives
That's kinda why, I describe, my thoughts, when I inscribe
Writing lines, painting pics, raise the worth a thousand times
Hoping that my lyrics'll tell
a full story of my life when my physical fails
So if I never get signed or make a digital sale
I hope that I could change a life or make a spirit prevail
Oh I remember it well, dark tunnel, no light at the end
All alone, lost the folks who invited me in
Made me grateful for the struggle for the fight that I'm in
'Cause you'll be clutching for your last when it finally ends
Last words, last hope, or ya last breath
Last verse, last long, I'll be the last left
‘til my last song, then it's all that he wrote and that's
all I got to give, once I get out of here, I'm gone
[hook]
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14. |
So Close
03:40
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[verse 1]
I been broke a lot longer than I been straight
So my goals a lot farther than I been paid
Every quote that I author and the pen lays
Is a hope that my product, grows a lot stronger
I'm making moves, if you don't then why bother?
You gon' need a telescope for my aura
Been blessed, it ain't So Cold in my sauna
So haters pray to keep the pope from my corner
Oh, I don't wanna cross the line
I'm just confident those who come across my lines
Will often find rhymes full of dollar signs
That's why they want my name scribed on a dotted line
I'm just tryina bring fact, not fiction
And make your head twitch, neck scratch, addiction
Surefire plan off a dollar and a dream
I just need 'em to believe, start following my lead
Nahmean?
[hook]
It ain't about the money, I just want the fame
I just wanna be a household name
See I got a few lives to affect
I just a need a chance for respect
And I'm so close
But respect and power take money
I can't give the labels what they wanna take from me
So maybe i'll get help from strangers
A VC, angel, or investment banker
[verse 2]
So I can laugh all the way to the bank
As I stay on the path that I said I would take
And that's something I assume you respect
I'm tryina build my monopoly and prove I'm the best
I just need a chance, no community chest
Got these gray hairs popping up due to the stress
I need you to invest, you can be my Merrill Lynch
Verses get 'em hanging on my lines like a pair of kicks
(wait) No, impatient state of mind
Like dollars make cents but I'm waiting on a change in times
Trying to let 'em see my vision
I been stuck wit these bars, get a picture of my prison
I need you to invest, my prescription for addiction
Repetition 'cause I know u heard before but did you listen?
Verses on the market, sixteen shares in the stock and
I ain't giving nothing for the profit (no trade)
[hook]
[verse 3]
I'm trying to find investors and turn 'em to fanatics
A silent partner, let my lyrics do the yapping
The passion in my product raise the stock to the aspens
So put the cash in and watch it flip, gymnastics
Acrobatics just to fill up my mattress
I work hard 'cause perfection is the habit of practice
Headed for the top I'm allergic to average
Drop bows like Macho, attack of a Savage
Long flight as I reach for my goals
Tryina show these investors they need what I hold
The key to the throne, and I know I could sign
with these labels, but they gong want a piece of my soul
Let me hold of a check, I return it ten fold
Since '06 I shined in rap, tin foil
So sign the back i'll find a path on this diamond dash
to go china glass -- smash!
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15. |
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[verse 1]
Maybe this could be my last song
I mean, I feel I could go forever and I ain't never been better
But I don't know if I can last long
In the face of these political agendas and personal vendettas
All this beef without lettuce, mac and cheese without cheddar
Fans with a trend fetish, for everything synthetic
I don't wanna be a veteran that's bitter 'cause I'm better than
my competition, but they don't understand because of my position
I give my heart and spirit every time I drop a lyric
Hoping if you don't comprehend it, then at least y'all can feel it
Feel me?! That's why I feel I'm greater
You can respectfully disagree, I wont call you a hater
Or you can say I'm garbage, maybe not what you favor
But that's the risk I've taken tryina be an entertainer
Ten years later thinking where do I begin?
It's been a long road and I’d do it all again
but uhh...
[hook]
I don’t know how it all ends
Tryina live forever through the letters that I pen
However, if this should be my last song then
I'mma go all out when I go all in, because…
I don’t know how it all ends
Circle gettin small don't know who to call friends
However, I'mma ride 'til the wheels don't spin
'Cause I go all out when I go all in
[verse 2 - Rah Scrilla]
Hold up, hold up, so this could be my last joint
About to burn this track up like a brother knows its flash point
I got that flu banger, see and believe
Flow sick they saved me a wing in MCV
So, lo and behold the glorious one
Flow tight like the nani on nuns
Hard body the Nefarious son
Last stand with a lyrical pump
Point me to a mic, watch how it dump
Such a, marvelous feat so far from discreet
I offer, defeat to any, all bold to the meek, dig me
Cast iron bars hard like Rikers
If the beat hot as hell trust, I'm gon' pipe her
Verse like my child, don status or better
Sole survivor, my tracks gon' reign forever
Solidify the name, simple as pie
Established Dons, rock with it or die
[hook]
[bridge]
Wait ... so this could be the last song I ever lay?
'Cause tomorrow is a promise God'll never make?
And I told the world everything I had to say
So if you don't know me by now you 'bout a decade late
Looking at the catalog of work I authored
The words I offered, I hope some outlive their father
Perception, acceptance is all they're ever worth
This could be the last track me and hip hop ever birth
[verse 3]
So if I'm out of words and this here is my final verse
and we're kinda sure time won't reverse
I can't revert to the old me, '02, '03
On them battle forums dissin folk who ain't know me
Chilling at the marketplace, scanning up groceries
Rapping freestyles in the stockroom, unloading
Started off slowly, the passion ballooned
We was fiends, do anything to crash in the booth
All made possible by the man who produced
So I take this opportunity to thank absolute
Soon two turned to crew, so we added the E
Helped emcees chase dreams I just added the wings
We started off five then a few hit the bench
So I'm back where I started, my future's past tense
If I give another effort then it's type last ditch
I just hope I get a chance to begin, as I start from the end
[hook]
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N. Talekt Richmond, Virginia
N. Talekt, a hip-hop artist from Richmond, VA, has been writing and recording since 2002, and also had produced tracks and written for others. His motivation for music is to tell his own stories through song as well as create them. As a lyrical artist, don't expect a song and dance routine, but the music remains fun, energetic, and meaningful. ... more
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